"One thing at a time" I replied to a friend a short time ago on FaceBook after he commenting on me dropping the F-Bomb, saying that "f*****g is better".
By one thing at a time, for those who have been living under a rock, or who are only recent followers, I am battling a drug-addiction at the moment. Mostly just prescription-drugs (OxyContin and Benzos).
Perhaps not though... as in, perhaps not just one thing at a time. In a nutshell, I haven't been practicing my faith very much recently (I am Roman Catholic) but this week all of a sudden I was filled with faith again, wanting to go back, making appointments with priests etc;. I'll go to mass tomorrow (I live right across a small street from a Roman Catholic Church!).
Today at the bus stop, the bus came and I went to get up but my keys were stuck in between the slats on the seat. Nothing uncommon. I quickly pulled them out to get the bus, and it wasn't until I was on the bus and out of the CBD that I checked my keys and noticed I lost my USB key!!!
Note that I didn't care much about the USB drive. I mean, though it was a good one - a Sony - it was a little old, so not very big... only 2-gig if I remember correctly. Or was it 1-gig? Oh I don't know... it's a few years old anyways and was the biggest back then.
What I DID care about though was what was on it. Nothing important, just a load of smut. Videos, pictures - my entire collection... and the only copy - no backups - though I do still have some, but not much, on CDs laying about.
Is it a sign? Give up everything that's sinful? Not just drugs but everything like porn and sex and stuff? Perhaps I'm just too Catholic... by that I mean, we have this thing of guilt instilled in us from birth! LOL. Who knows, but I'm not worrying about it... it's happened, it's done. So be it. Bad luck. Or good luck?
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